I hope that your heart is always warm.

Isn't it the best moment when one of your favorite songs ever pops up on your Pandora?! Turns an unsettling day into a not so terrible one. :) I'm growing tired. Tired of most things. Tired of school, work, and having to do things because I have to and not want to. My procrastination is at one of its highest highs. I sit around like I have nothing to do, when it is quite the opposite. My first year of college is coming to a close. My first year of not having mama for every little thing I need. My first year of waking myself up every day. My first year of having to make every choice on my own. My first year of really "living." As Corey Smith says, "If I could do it again, you know I'd do it the same." Except, I wouldn't do it all the same. I wouldn't have let my heart go so easily so many times. I wouldn't have believed so many deceptions. I wouldn't have gotten used as much. It's experiences like those, however, that have made me into the strong person I am sitting at this computer writing to you. I can't wait to see what my second year has in store.

Today, just like most, I realize how happy I am to have wonderful friends. Some of us went shopping..."retail therapy." It was ideal. And, we feasted at Red Lobster! Anchorman is the movie of the night, also. I'm going to miss them more than they can begin to imagine. Good friends are hard to find, especially in my po-dunk town. Its looking like lots of TN roadtrips and I've never been happier saying that. :)

My least favorite day of the week really...wasn't that terrible. Now, this time next week will be different...I'll be freaking about juries. But, I'm not sure I have all that much insight on anything tonight, I'm just letting my Pandora do all my thinking for me.

'til next time.

"So long sweet summer,
I stumbled upon you and gratefully basked in your rays.
So long sweet slumber.
I fell into you now you're gracefully falling away.

Hey thanks, thanks for that summer.
It is cold where your going
I hope that your heart is always warm.
I gave you the best, gave you the best that I had.
You passed on my letters
& passed on the best that I had.

I hate the winter in Lexington."