I can never sleep anymore. There is constantly something on my mind. Why did I become such a worry wart? I'm only 18, I can't take care of everyone just yet. I really do think that I just don't like sleep. As a college student, isn't it supposed to be one of my favorite things? There are serious downfalls to not sleeping, though...like falling asleep through class and in the middle of the best tv shows. I'm always tired, but never do anything about it. Maybe this will start to give my mind some peace. Maybe I just need to start writing again. That's the thing about being a music major, thats all you know. Never have I ever missed English class as much as I have this year. I'm too busy analyzing chords to read a book. Too busy learning solfege to write anything. I can only hope that is going to change. My life is doing nothing but changing, lately. It's moving at a ridiculous speed that I can barely hold onto. Grabbing its coattails is the only thing I'm able to do lately. Only 7 more real days of classes/exams in my first year of college. Who would've began to thought it would go by so quickly? This has been the biggest learning experience of my entire life. Me, a first generation college student from a tiny textile town, making a name for myself. It feels...well, I guess it should feel awesome. It's one of the scariest feelings in the entire world, though. Well, now I feel like I'm just rambling. But, it's better to ramble here than keep everything inside. I'm sure these will get more interesting by the day, the summer is almost here and things are most definitely going to get blog-worthy.
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